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Oct. 11th, 2015 09:19 am Virginia beach trip with Damon and Jen

We left the fuzzies at home Friday night by themselves sure hope they didn't destroyed the house. This is the first time I have left the sugar bears. They make me more nervous than the dogs cause they are so tiny and dehydrate so quickly. We came down to ride bikes but its the totally wrong weekend for that. It's super windy and chilly so no bikes for us. We did make it to the aquarium which was nice since Adrian and I didn't make it last time we were here. It's been a nice relaxing weekend. We ate way to much at Captain George's. I think Adrian and Damon were having a contest to see who could eat the most crab legs. They pretty much tied at 5 lbs. Then we settled in for some drinks at the hotel. Redbull and vodka, snap towl fights, tickle and poke wars where Jen and I were taking on Adrian and Damon was Switzerland. He kept saying I just want to drink. Adrian and I bought cigarettes for the weekend and boy can I tell I have smoked way to much. Ready to get back to me e cig. I drank enough to get sick last night so I'm. Just thankful not to be hungover this morning. We may try riding again this morning

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Aug. 18th, 2014 03:06 pm Weekend and Monday writing log

So this is for both today which scores up to
Editing: 30 minutes Mr. F. Ch1 Sc4 - retyped most of scene.


Weekend Aug 16 & 17

New Fiction: 1003 (Reflections)

Editing:

Not sure about time but loaded Reflections and Liddy and Sam into Scrivener and started breaking it up.

1 hrs = Ch1, Sc 3- dialogue highlight and woring into scene.

Bettering Craft - Read one chapter in Edit yourself into print (30 min)



**Goal for this week: Still need to finish loading my other projects and ideas into Scrivener so that they are all in one place.
Also, need to set backup so that nothing is lost. Dropbox or Sugarsynch?

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Jan. 3rd, 2014 03:46 pm 2nd version I want...a poem

I want to shiver at your soft caress and moan your name unto the ages
I want to make you scream and watch you shatter and love the you between the spaces
I want to touch the places that you don’t allow anyone to see.
I want to find a part of you inside the pieces left of me.
I want to know the taste of your skin even if it’s only for a fraction of a moment.
I want to know your haunted soul and kiss you to the sweet edges of atonement.
I want to dance among your scars till you’ve never know a danger.
I want to love you like I’ve never been a stranger.

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Jan. 3rd, 2014 03:20 pm I Want... A poem

I want to shiver at your soft caress and moan your name for the ages
I want to make you scream and watch you shatter and love the you between the spaces
I want to touch the places that you don’t allow anyone to see.
I want to find a part of you inside the pieces left of me.
I want to know the taste of your skin even if it’s only for a fraction of a moment.
I want to know the haunted soul and chase you among the bitter edges of your atonement.
I want to dance among your scars till you’ve never know a danger.
I want to love you like I’ve never been a stranger.

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Aug. 29th, 2012 01:19 pm Born of Mercy

Dissatisfaction turns like a piece of meat on a spigot in my gut. The hot summer air basting and broiling all emotions once found inside this now hollowed shell. There is a restless quiet to my life that boasts of the still one feels before the A bomb hits. Those futile seconds where all is silent and still and you feel the impending doom like flea bits on your scattered nerves. You know...You know in the dark that it is there...even when it is not seen, it is always felt. The hair on the back of your neck starts to raise and your stomach tries to take refuge in your feet and you look to the dark sky and wait. Wait for the next catastrophe to reveal it's self to you, to take shape, to boil out the hard cut edges of what will remain, defined by the blast of a thousand misled accusations, the roaring thunder of missed dreams, the silent screams of a soul bound. I will not let this darkness be my eternal prison. I am light. I am of light and like a phoenix I will rise from the ashes of you. Behold mercy is born

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Mar. 8th, 2012 10:59 am song listening

Your not listening
Your not listening anymore
You mind is somewhere else
Your heart has found a door

Oh Your not listening
Your not paying attention
You used to find me fasinating
now there's more than words your missing
Cause your not listening.

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Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative

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Oct. 25th, 2003 11:24 am So much has changed.

I have realized one thing. I need to start writting in this thing again. I have never had a good memeory and writting in here also clears my mind. Helps me sort out feelings and understand my own reactions. So much has changed since I last wrote in here. Adrian and I are engaged. I could have swore I wrote in here somthing about that but I guess I didn't. Anyway....Adrian and I are engaged and very happily awaiting mariage. We are living in a beautiful house on Rowena Ave. It has hard wood floors through out the living room and dinning room. The bedrooms are big and roomy and it has a back yard for blue to play in. Everyone has been much happier since our move. Things are finally starting to settle down some. I have gotten most of the stuff put away. And things are a least livable. I have a ton of clothes to hang up but what else is usual. I am currently working on stain glassing the front windows of our house. I have just finished all the lead work on the first one. I am really excited about it beacause it is my fist real working piece. Something everyone sees when they come in. I just wanted to give a quick up date. Off to do more leading.

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Oct. 7th, 2002 10:44 am blissfullness

Adrian and I have been very busy lately, but we are doing very well. He is such a sweet and thoughtful man and I love him to death. All the events that are going on in laura's life right now, just makes me appreciate him more and more. I know i said I never wanted to get married, but I think I would like to marry Adrian some day. We just fit togather so well and my life has become so much better and less stressful since we moved in togather. We hardly every argue and when we do snap at each other we are always quick to make up. He is very caring and generous and thoughful and I feel very lucky to have him. I can only hope that things stay this good. My stomach hasn't been a wreck in a long time, and my life isn't full of the ups and downs that I am used to. But in return...I have someone who loves me and wants to be with me all the time. And I love him and want to be with him too. In the sceam of things...you can't get much better than that. We are talking about buying a house togather and I don't have any qualms about it except that I want both of us to be happy about living there and sometimes I worry that he would prefer to live somewhere else. Laura is having a rough time of it...her and dave have finally decided to file for divorce. Poor thing, I know she loves him and she wanted this to work so badly, but David just isn't what she thought he was. I know she hates it, but I think it is for the best. I don't think she has been happy for a long time. As an after thought....I like the ups and downs in my life much better as a second hand event as oposed to experiancing them myself.

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Sep. 3rd, 2002 05:23 pm

drian and I took our first trip togather over the holiday weekend. He took me up to Boone NC into the Appalachian's. The first night there kind of sucked. there is absolutly no night life nor any place to stay. So we ended up at the only bar in town...a ty resturant with a disco light and some local rappers then we slept in the car. I woke up grouchy from having to sleep in the car then we went to Mel's Dinner and had a lousy breakfast so we actually had a pretty bad start to the day as well. But I got over it eventually. We ended up having a very good time. We started out going to the Mystery house. They have a really neat room in it that makes everyone walk sideways. It was really neat, but it made you sick at first when you walked in. Then we played with some of the other exibits that were there. They had some of the puzzles that Adrian likes to play with and a cool bubble exibit that can encase a person in a bubble that was fun. We tried a couple of times but never got the thing to go completly around us. We headed to blowing rock from there. The senery was beautiful around the rocks themselves but I really didn't get to see the view because it had been raining so much that all you could see was fog. But the walk did me some good cause it got me out of the funk I was in. From there we went to Tweetsie Railroad. We had a lot of fun there. WE rode a train that got robbed and we mined for gems and rode some of the rides. The mining was my favorite part. WE found some rubies and garnets and even a few emoralds. Adrian and I discovered that we both like mining for gems. Well, he said he was always a "rockhound", but I just didn't know it. We also had an old time photo done. The first one didn't turn out at all....oddly enough...adrian's face didn't come out at all.

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Sep. 3rd, 2002 05:23 pm THe mountain trip

drian and I took our first trip togather over the holiday weekend. He took me up to Boone NC into the Appalachian's. The first night there kind of sucked. there is absolutly no night life nor any place to stay. So we ended up at the only bar in town...a ty resturant with a disco light and some local rappers then we slept in the car. I woke up grouchy from having to sleep in the car then we went to Mel's Dinner and had a lousy breakfast so we actually had a pretty bad start to the day as well. But I got over it eventually. We ended up having a very good time. We started out going to the Mystery house. They have a really neat room in it that makes everyone walk sideways. It was really neat, but it made you sick at first when you walked in. Then we played with some of the other exibits that were there. They had some of the puzzles that Adrian likes to play with and a cool bubble exibit that can encase a person in a bubble that was fun. We tried a couple of times but never got the thing to go completly around us. We headed to blowing rock from there. The senery was beautiful around the rocks themselves but I really didn't get to see the view because it had been raining so much that all you could see was fog. But the walk did me some good cause it got me out of the funk I was in. From there we went to Tweetsie Railroad. We had a lot of fun there. WE rode a train that got robbed and we mined for gems and rode some of the rides. The mining was my favorite part. WE found some rubies and garnets and even a few emoralds. Adrian and I discovered that we both like mining for gems. Well, he said he was always a "rockhound", but I just didn't know it. We also had an old time photo done. The first one didn't turn out at all....oddly enough...adrian's face didn't come out at all.

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